A Painful Existence

from by My Dear Malice

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Why am I afraid of the darkness that lies inside?
This place we were born into is not so kind

Every breath of this air is painful
I hear our time is running out.

We are children of lies
And we second guess all our lives

So much we'd rather die, than live on this doomed planet

Doomed planet

Doomed planet

Forgive me or not
This life needs to stop

Before I'm drowning in pain
And left there to rot

I have
Seen through
This painful existence

Dead eyes
Don't lie
I will not miss this

Keep on fucking smiling till you realize there is a gun to your head.
I'm your addiction the start of the end

Keep on fucking smiling till you realize there is a gun to your head.

I am your addiction I'm the start of the end

The end

So here I am, alone at last. This life is a curse. Out come the demons, do your worst.

Where is your god

Hide behind your lies

So watch your back
There's no hope left
So watch your back
Now do you give a fuck


from Madness, released May 17, 2015



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My Dear Malice Cambridge, Ontario

My Dear Malice is a 5 piece metal/hardcore band hailing from Cambridge Ontario. They take influence from many metalcore, deathcore, death metal, and hardcore bands. My Dear Malice aims for complete sonic assault with their crushing and unique sound.

Jesse Furtado - Vocals
Cosmo Posch - Lead Guitar
Nick Santos - Rhythm Guitar
Kameron Nicholson - Drums
Jason Simpson - Bass
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